FBC... HBEL... ESR... ABO... staining... all these have suddenly come back into my life after a long absence... guess it's pretty obvious where i'm at... all this i can slowly pick up.. but i anticipate i'll have problems with slides... we'll see how it goes...

life's been pretty ok so far. time seems to be passing by quite fast. at least i'm free for only about two hours a day. need to get used to walking in a different pair of shoes though. getting blisters in all the weird places. ouch.

adapting. moving on. not letting the past get to you, or anyone close. i guess it's hard, especially when it's been such a long time. who gets affected when it goes awry??? who doesn't??? a rhetorical question. haha.

pie chart. demographics. statistics. science. seems like the hard facts of life are easier to get past compared to the subjective. maybe i should give it more time. maybe i should try harder. maybe i should.... what should i do?? what can i do??

a hug will definitely do wonders at this time... and the fact i don't mind getting my shoulders or hands wet... if only...

change.... something that is inevitable, anticipated, dreaded... an amazing and powerful word...

i've been experiencing a fair bit of it over the past week. things have been moving, though not always at a comfortable speed. it may not affect me directly, but i feel the impact as well... the reluctance... the web...

my first day as a tech. after 3 long years, i'm back to wearing a lab coat. like someone commented, it does feel funny seeing myself not in uniform. alot to learn, alot to do. alot of expectations. i don't want to disappoint. i hope i don't and won't disappoint.

the awkwardness was definitely there. but i guess there is not much choice but remain professional about the whole situation. make lemonade.

the past... what makes it so memorable?? is it the impression?? the feelings involved?? is that why the remake of transformers is so popular and successful?? leaving the past behind... how many of us can actually leave that part of us like a cockroach leaves behind its exo-skeleton??

respect.. it has to be earned... it is not to be expected.. something i have learned and i totally agree with... time shows... time heals... time erases...

love... the heart...the emotions... little wonder the heart and brain are the most important, and how closely linked they are..

me... how far are you willing to walk with me?? to the end?? or beyond??