3 posts in a single week... shows juz how much time i haf ehz?? heh.

another 2 left for down under today. haiz. though it's times like this i actuali appreciate living eastside, near the airport. ha. oh well. 2 more tml, n they'll all be gone. i guess.

was watching tv n they showed some reali old MTVs. aaron kwok's "dui ni ai bu wan". moral of the story: fashion's reali transient. whoa. tacky. ha. dn again, who can guarantee in the next 20 years we ourselves wun be laughed at?? hmmm..

end of week coming. didnt reali rest n rot the way i wanted. oh well. it's never enough i guess.

V day's round the corner. i'm proud to say i'll be home by 5pm for my turtles. an early night to bed awaits. heh. cant be bothered. any day can be V day. duhz. nope. it's NOT sour grapes. oni a fool would spend thrice $$ on the same roses that can be bought any other day. $50 for 3 roses?? i'd take the money any time man.
okok.. too much dissing..

was juz happily running thru some places online. now not so happy liao. in fact it's ouch now.

ouch.
owww.

oh well. time to bury wat should have been buried a long time ago, n give the brain n the poor ol'overworked relevant organ(s) a good rest.

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looks like my determination isn't working well enough.

time to wash the tank.

the start of a new(lunar) year.

i pray for:

more peace n luff n patience.
less crises in any way.
courage to carry on.
a quiet n still heart.
a rational n logical mind.
the magnifying glass in me to be broken, so i can start seeing things in the correct perspective again.
some closure in my life.
safety for all whom i know n luff.

those special to me will alwiz have a place in my heart.
happy new year. enjoy.

a moment of mediocrity, a lifeime of regret.

haiz...

been busy wif boredom lately, so disturbing my turtles alot. bb sulky's one naughty fussy turt, n shrypy's juz.... fat. looks abit overweight, in fact. all the folds of skin... *shudder* mb been feeding him too much. should cut down. oh well.

mama said turtles oso need to spend CNY, so should wait until tuesday to wash the tank. ha. ha.

they look like they need a biger running space. how to keep them fm fighting n yet let em stay together w/o restricting their space??

CNY coming, but like not in the mood. dunno y. juz so... lethargic. tired. sleepy. *yawnz* hopefully can make full use of the coming week to rest n recharge.

realized there's so many movies to watch, but kaki's not around.

more pple leaving in the coming week. suddenly, it's like so quiet. hopefully can meet up wif all in jul, but w/o gng broke. hopefully.

speaking of broke, been getting a headache from trying to decide which new phone to buy. whenever i set my mind on one, something crops up. dn i change my mind. dn some other thing cones up. until i'm actuali abit fed up liao. mb i should juz save the money n not get a new phone at all. u think?? or else someone could give me suggestions on wat to get. better still, decide for me.

haiz. think i'm getting abit too reliant on other pple making decisions for me. time for some isolation n meditation.

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