i hate PMS
i hate MS
i hate the mess it makes
i hate the way it turns me into an ass

gawd.. i juz cant help myself thinking and dreaming about the same topic repeatedly over the past few nights, as well as taking up space during my waking hours. i hate myself for not being stronger, about being so helpless about the situation.

why can't i juz let go?? banish the demons?

i hate myself for loving you.
can't break free from the things that u do.
i wanna run but i walk back to you.
that's why i hate myself for loving you.

maybe it's time to vent my frustrations in a letter again.
haish. someone. pls. help. me.

i hate the new font. urgh. does anyone know how i can tun it back to the pretty pretty small demure font i had before this??!

最熟悉的陌生人

還記得嗎　窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你還記得嗎　是愛讓彼此把夜點亮
為何後來我們　用沉默取代依賴
曾經朗朗星空　漸漸陰霾

＊心碎離開　轉身回到最初荒涼裡等待
為了寂寞　是否找個人填心中空白

＃我們變成了世上　最熟悉的陌生人
今後各自曲折　各自悲哀

＋只怪我們愛得那麼洶湧　愛得那麼深
於是夢醒了　擱淺了　沉默了
揮手了　卻回不了神

％如果當初在交會時能忍住了
激動的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡
沉淪