i hate PMS
i hate MS
i hate the mess it makes
i hate the way it turns me into an ass

gawd.. i juz cant help myself thinking and dreaming about the same topic repeatedly over the past few nights, as well as taking up space during my waking hours. i hate myself for not being stronger, about being so helpless about the situation.

why can't i juz let go?? banish the demons?

i hate myself for loving you.
can't break free from the things that u do.
i wanna run but i walk back to you.
that's why i hate myself for loving you.

maybe it's time to vent my frustrations in a letter again.
haish. someone. pls. help. me.