finally met up with someone.... it's been so many years. had to grapple wif the awkwardness n all. was reali more a Q&A session than anything else. i ask, i get answer. i move on to the next qn, i get another answer. i guess things have changed, we have changed, in our own ways. the gap between us has widened. we talked about work, family, classmates, school, nothing in general. then it ended as abruptly as it had started. w/o so much as a "hi" n a "bye".

perhaps i had hyped myself up too much. i'm feeling reali empty. or i was being too superficial. but how do u open urself up to someone u hafnt met/talked to since 2000-2001??

oh well. at least i know abit more now. i'm not so clueless. glad to see u moving on in life, being happy. being urself. being the same person i once knew.

the dream of the 3-storery house is no more. it has become but a memory, a part of the past.

it's time to let go.