lost my temper at my colleagues today. all a matter of bad timing. they played a small trick on me, hiding my box n pretending they didnt know where it went. n tehy did it when i had 3 different places calling for blood-taking. oh well. at least it confirms PMS is here, and with a vengance.

my boss seems to be becoming nicer. hmmm. maybe she reali is quite nice, except sometimes she acts menopausal. i juz pity the new ger though. she's stil getting her head bitten off. at least there's a break for her these few days with orientation getting her away.

last week no mj, this week most likely dun haf as well. oh dear. i'll be so freaking bored again. damn.

juz got to know about one of my sec sch fren's blog. not very close to her, but at least i know abit about her life now. guess that's the beauty of blogs n tagboards, it keeps pple updated. anyway, her entry today kinda struck a nerve, touched me in a emotional way. maybe it's because i know wat she's toking about, n i reali admire her guts for not denying what had happened. either that or it's reali juz the stoopid PMS acting up again.

sometimes i do envy my frens in OZ. they seem to be having so much fun. although it's all reports n exams at least they're coming back with a degree that will increase their bargaining power. at least they're still students. i miss being a student. i miss the innocence of being one.

i miss the past.

i miss me.

i think i'm going crazy again.

i think i need to sleep.