ahhhhh...

whenever i feel down i go to my fren's blog juz to listen to the song.... think it's by josh groban.... feel so at peace juz listening to it... so soothing...

been sick for more than a week now... coughing till my ribs hurt... probably from the impact of the organs banging against them. hopefully can get well reali soon. miss not having to carry an extra pkt of tissues juz to blow my nose. oh well.

guess will have to do ward rounds for at least the next 3 months. not much diff actuali, except i get bullied by both the nurses n the patients' relatives. seems like all hospitals are the same. once u're a patient there u're reali at the mercy of the nurses, esp if u're very sick, private hospital or not. who would reali not mind cleaning up after a stranger right? i hope i'm wrong. but it does feel good to be able to see the patients make progress n eventually be discharged.

could be having a new colleague soon, mb as early as next month. a young girl, 22 this year. has a BMS degree from SIM, as well as a phlebo cert. but none of us was very much impressed by her. she sounded reali superficial n hypocritical. will keep u updated.

been having dreams about things n pple dear to me lately. not sure if it's a good or bad thing. still dont't have the courage to do wat i wanted to. oh well.

guess i have to get started on the book my cousin lent me during christmas.
till then...