finally decided to clear the cobwebs... heh...

quite alot has happened in the last month... hari raya.... christmas.... new year coming...haha... ok... seriously, some things have happened.

1. i got confirmed.
2. my dearie came. i'm STILL the official chauffeur of the family till someone else takes over.
3. my turtles almost succeeded in escaping. at least twice.
4. christmas came n went. i did wat i had to do, but there's no reciprocation in any way. probably i should juz take the hint.

christmas... should have been a happy day but for wat happened two yrs ago. two yrs is a long time, but for some pple time can never heal the wounds. a moment of impulse, a life snuffed out. i was not as affected, but.... oh well....

i guess if it's really true that what the speaker/do-er intended n how the receipient interpretes the actions/words are poles apart mb we should do away with everything else n get back to basics. if we could do with face to face communication 5-10yrs back why is it so difficult to do so now?? do we all have to hide behind a facade n be faceless n misunderstood until small become big become dat's it?? oh well..


i think this has become an outlet for my frustrations. mb i jus need to sleep. nitez.