dunno why, keep thinking of a few pple. it's like a tape on replay mode going on n on n on.... mb i'm reali getting abit too bored. time to get a new book. ha.

my fren juz told me i could have drawn blood from her dad. apparently it wasnt very impressive. oh dear. now i feel bad. oh well. some grouchy old lady came in this morning and grumbled alot then when i was done taking her blood she said very good next time i shall request for you n i was like errrr..... gosh.

so far it's reali been a roller coaster ride. up n down, round n round. one thing i'm reali interested to find out is if politics is reali all part n parcel of any workplace. can't we all be genuinely happy?? ok. mb i'm the naive one. but when i do put my real self in i do hope i can get reciprocation. mb it's reali hard. explains why MOM regulates we can oni spend much time at work. it's to prevent our real selves from rotting.

how could an angel break my heart.. suddenly tot of this song. mb it best describes me at this time. mb i'm juz deprived of sleep. mb i need some distraction, like mj. so many maybes, so many if onlys. if only...