yes yes... it's been a while... but then nothing exciting happened oso...juz alot of mj n hanging out n ktv sessions.. dn i lazy.... heh...

finally got my 'passport' liao, started wearing uniform today. whoa... the pants reali can stuff 2 chickens n 1 duck in man... dn so short somemore... look so duhz... anyway, they threw me in straight away. so much confidence in me ahz...

but....

confidence level: < 0

i'm sad.
i'm disappointed in myself.
i'm stressed.
i thk i'm falling sick.

officially did 3-4 patients today, all hit at 1st got blood dn suddenly no more blood liao... super juicy vein kind somemore... dn my sup muz take over for damage control... hospital got incidence report policy: if > 1 prick/ > 1 phlebo take muz type report... at the rate i'm gng i can average 5 reports a day... it's nothing to be proud of..

dn everyone very nice... volunteer to lemme practise on them... all big juicy ones oso... but i oni succeeded in.... 1. all else, my sup need to help again..

apparently angle salah, hands not steady, blah blah.... alot alot.. all like NUH nv care kind... oh well... cant blame anyone right?? i'll can oni practise, practise, practise.

any kind soul willing to donate ur arm??