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Friday, September 10, 2004

a week has gone by so soon... n i'm not even working... haiz...
hmm... been trigger-happy with my mouse.... happily clicking "quick apply" on jobsdb/jobstreet...but still have this nagging feeling my resume lacks.... alot?? like not very impressive lehz...

oh well... nothing to do, so been snooping ard other blogs... it's... interesting... u get the simple plain tell u how their day's been gng kind... u get the whoa so articulate cheem until huh??kind... then i see... then i err.... ok... so where does mine lie?? or rather... where do i want mine to lie?? it's kinda an ID crisis...

sometimes i juz get this contradictory feeling.. it's true i dun exactly care for rank(mine) or protocol, but somehow i stil expect that certain level of respect(mb even fear)... tiao... n i go ard telling ppl i'm exactly a very nice soft-spoken person... REALI!!!! ok.... if u dun piss me off lahz... fair?? watever...

ms know it all?? or juz trying to act smart/observant?? or reali observant?? bleah..

sorta figured it for myself...(ok..... mb been watching too much tv)... independent women with a tinge of vulnerability at the correct times are reali quite attractive.. i mean... men are supposed to be the george of the jungle.. period..women are luckier... more variations... long hair does add a touch of feminity.. explains why men prefer long haired ladies?? n explains why i'm abt the only one i know who stil finds my hair way too long n irritating?? BUT it doesn't mean anything though... although it may mean i'm spending too much time thinking abt things i shouldn't be right now... no priorities!! haiz...

which reminds me... the latest plate# i saw is SFM2808.. then they started bidding for SFN plates liao.. so my dream of being in the special few kinda disappeared??

mama say go church start praying then life will be smooth... huh?? not i dun want believe but reali so simple ahz?? i mean... no disrespect but it's only a little push right?? okok... i get her point... sorry!!

bb sulky n shrypy still look scared of me... shrypy seems to reverse into the log n disappear everytime i sit down n look... bb sulky happily running ard up n down up n down see me look then... run!!!!!!! hide under log!!!!!!!!! urgh!!!! it's been almost 6 months n they stil so scared of me?? oh dear... this is bad... mb i should let em bond wif me???

okok... alot of out of points.... as i was saying...

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