teepee: A portable dwelling of certain Native American peoples, especially on the Great Plains, consisting of a conical framework of poles covered with skins or bark.

blue tit:
widely distributed European titmouse with bright cobalt blue wings and tail and crown of the head.

wee. two words i learnt while playing pictionary... interesting...

anyway. i know my blog almost dieded.... actually i just got lazy... heh....

too much in the past 6 months... shooting stars.... HK trip... dates... days.... Birthdays.... today's, in particular...

happy birthday, sweetie. *ahem*

so. do i or don't i??? mr ng??? *winkz*

vehement:
1. zealous; ardent; impassioned: a vehement defense; vehement enthusiasm.
2. characterized by rancor or anger; violent: vehement hostility.
3. strongly emotional; intense or passionate: vehement desire.
4. marked by great energy or exertion; strenuous: vehement clapping.

hmm... no new words to learn today...

just had lunch. good practice for the future. throw in the ingredients and risk splattering from the hot oil while 'heroically' standing in front of someone afraid of the oil. washing up after the meal. and of course, saying the food is nice. ... ...

honestly, it wasn't too bad for a first try... heh....

supposed to be doing the slides for my presentation but feeling sluggish... haha..

had a HBEL sample from another hospital last week. the diagnosis was hydrops fetalis. for those who have no impression, it is the total deletion of the alpha gene. the result is either fetal or neonatal death. i was very much affected by it, though i couldn't explain why...

庆幸有你爱我

you're welcome... *winkz*

irreverent:
Lacking or exhibiting a lack of reverence; disrespectful.
Critical of what is generally accepted or respected; satirical: irreverent humor.

stoic:
Seemingly indifferent to or unaffected by pleasure or pain; impassive: "stoic resignation in the face of hunger" (John F. Kennedy).

epitome:
A representative or perfect example of a class or type: "He is seen . . . as the epitome of the hawkish, right-of-center intellectual" (Paul Kennedy).

whoa. that's a few new words to learn. hmmm

it seems i got my wish, and a whole lot more. it's been almost pouring the past few days. so much for 'swimming, lunch, suntan, dinner' off day. yes, folks. yours truly is off today! the sweet before the bitter though. it's going to be work work work all the way.

been thinking about it, although i never did put it down on my blog simply because i was too lazy.. heh.

do people fall in love with the person they're with, or do they simply love the feeeling of falling in love??
if it's the latter, does it mean it really doesn't matter who the partner is, as long as the feeling is present?
hmm.

more hiccups, more verbal sparring of the unhealthy kind lately. not good. neither party likes it, i'm sure. maybe i should really try to be more patient. loving, checked. understanding? err... patience? hmm... ahem...
noted.

another big thing to look forward to. another trip in may!! woohoo!!! now if only we can get past the money hurdle.. save. save. save.

''if you are not too long, i will wait here for you all my life." ~ Oscar Wilde.

saw this quote while watching the leap years. it's not too bad, really, for a local production.

would you mind waiting? i certainly wouldn't...

sigh... the trauma of staying home with a menopausing mother... no peace...

oh. as i was saying, i won't mind waiting. really.

曹格-爱爱

今年我们参加朋友的喜酒
还问新娘怎么会那么美
oh baby```要不要体会那感觉
今天我们拜访朋友的新家
你好羡慕那幸福家庭味
oh baby```只要你点头我都给

我爱你女孩我等你答案

让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急

让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起

新郎新娘敬酒
我一定代你醉
老公老婆斗嘴
我祝你俩相对

我爱你女孩我等你答案

让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急

让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起

让我给你爱爱喔愿不愿意
让我给你抱抱喔可不可以
我很确定只要看你
心跳永远都像现在那么急

让我做你北鼻吧愿不愿意
让我做你老公吧可不可以
用这首歌当成媒人
把我和你绑在一起

quite: completely, wholly, or entirely: quite the reverse; not quite finished.

very: in a high degree; extremely; exceedingly: A giant is very tall.

hmm. whoa... looks like two simple words we thought could be interchanged are actually different..

been a while since i last updated my blog.. lazy.. heh.. looks like a few people have not been doing it as well.. oh well.

life's been good, thank you. a few hiccups along the way, but drink some water, hold my breath, and i guess we're on our way again.

my EVGRCY kids have once again done me and themselves proud. we emerged north district champs at the footdrill comp. yeah!! i know. i know. i was supposed to 'retire' and disappear from RCY since i was 23 but... oh well.

it hasn't been raining for some time. kinda miss the rain. hmm.

priorities... arghh.....

perfectionist: a person who adheres to or believes in perfectionism.

i nay not be a perfectionist, but i do demand a certain standard from myself. i am unfotunately one who'll harp on my own mistakes for awhile, frown till i get a headache before i finally decide to move on. this is a bad habit i think i should change. hmmm.

less than ten days into the new year, i made a mistake in my work. again. as someone who prides myself on speed and quality, it was a big blow. ahhhhhhhhhh.......... haiz.

but as people told me, forget it, be more careful, move on. move on, damn it!!! err... ok... maybe they didnt't damn, but i suppose i got the point.

i should really make it a point to avoid making more stupid mistakes like this, especially when there're people whom i think are waiting to see me fall. ok. maybe that was another exaggeration, but i don't like the vibes and swipes i get from that particular 'colleague' whom i am trying to be professional with.

deep breaths... hold.... exhale...

magnanimous: generous in forgiving an insult or injury; free from petty resentfulness or vindictiveness: to be magnanimous toward one's enemies.

ego: self-esteem or self-image; feelings: Your criticism wounded his ego.

hmm. pretty contradictory stuff there. how to be magnanimous yet not ignore your ego?? admit it. everyone of us has one. the indignation we feel when we think we have been wronged, or when something does not go the way we want. it's a... challenge. wow. wee. woe.

how do i try not to let emotion overrule logic? what i feel and think about certain issues differ from others', but to me it's pretty simple and straightforward. do i mean any harm or ill intent? definitely not. maybe i come across as too rigid or not understanding enough, but when there is a challenge, a pre-empted move, i feel a bruise.

haiz. damn the ego.

in this game of four, who has the most secrets? who holds the most trump cards? who has the most connections? looks like i'm a sure loser. what does a loser do?? sit quietly and watch the chips of the other main player accumulate?

bad bad topic to be blogging about, especially when the long-awaited trip is so near. grit teeth, smile, forget. pray.

freedom: Exemption from an unpleasant or onerous condition

ecstasy: an overpowering emotion or exaltation; a state of sudden, intense feeling.

a new year. new hopes perhaps?? or just hoping nothing will change?

love. life. work. wow. wee.

ecstasy is.... fun.... ;) not the drug. duh.

counting down to the weekend. really looking forward to a wonderful time. yes!!! finally going on a plane ride after a year!!! woohoo!!!!

歌曲：拥抱
歌手：五月天 专辑：听不到你

脱下长日的假面奔向梦幻的疆界
南瓜马车的午夜换上童话的玻璃鞋
让我享受这感觉我是孤傲的蔷薇
让我品尝这滋味纷乱世界的不了解

昨天太近明天太远默默聆听那黑夜晚
风吻尽荷花叶任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美月光晒干眼泪
那一个人爱我
将我的手紧握
抱紧我吻我喔爱~~~别走*

隐藏自己的疲倦表达自己的狼狈
放纵自己的狂野找寻自己的明天
向你要求的誓言就算是你的谎言
我需要爱的慰借就算那爱已如潮水

repeat*

那一个人爱我
将我的手紧握
抱紧我吻我喔爱~~~别走

抱紧我吻我喔爱~~~别走
抱紧我吻我喔爱~~~