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*bOinK!! abIsH!! pLonKz!!* hAizzz...

Friday, January 21, 2005

PURPLE
Purple: Yours is a rare aura. The rebel and
nonconformist, you don't care what other people
and are often considered shocking and
outrageous. You see life from a different
perspective than most people you know, but you
are completely at peace with your beliefs. You
are intuitive and like to explore. You can be
compassionate and are prone to temptations.
Secret emotion: Aggression and Imagination


What color is your aura?
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i stole the test fm someone else's blog, but heck. ha. it does sound abit like me ehz?? heh.

juz had alot of fun wif my usual TK kakis. well, not exactly fun but more serious discussions now. kinda amazing how we've all matured, toking abt marriage n money n jobs n all... oh well... none of it's reali my business anyway.... stil very much in my quarter-life crisis mode... not dat there's much...

a holiday. rest. but means more work on sat. CNY's coming. hopefully dat week will gif me the break i so desperately need, esp away fm my colleagues.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

been feeling weird lately... like super moody n attitude... haiz.... dunno is PMS or PMLS or depression or juz plain OOP quarter-life crisis.

feel so insecure about alot of things.. why things happened in the 1st place, what happened that made things happen, what i'm landing myself into...

honestly i dunno y, but i suddenly feel very sick of my job... could be my colleagues, could be due to the plain fact i'm doing nothing but drawing blood n rotting, or mb someone juz reminded me dat i shouldnt be wasting my life in such a hellhole. or mb i'm juz envious of everyone else who's leaving soon, starting fm next thu. yes. okok. mb i shouldnt make it too obvious. ha. oh well...

something reali pissed me off today. vendor sent a memo on changing the sequence of draw, so now is PT tube b4 red top plain. so i argued, they got my point but refused to let me have my way. in the end, my boss juz "juz follow. u're still under training." so now what?? u prefer robots who dun question?? fine. seems like i didnt make a wrong choice by deciciding not to bring my work home. what goes on with the uniform comes off with it. everything.

i'm tired. reali so tired. time to bring my shell back out. after next thu.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

14th jan: happy birthday to gabin. n me.
15th jan: happy birthday to adeline chew.
16th jan: happy birthday to baolian.

phew. so many birthdays. ha.
my day this yr was kinda diferent, spent it with a few groups of frens. thankful to my wdl kakis for surprising (n maluing) me. heh.
had fun with my poly frens as well, although a 'quadrant' headache almost spoilt everything. oh well.
had alot more wishes n greetings compared to the past few yrs. still cnnt believe i'm dat old liao. but my wish didnt exactly come true. oh well.

i did something dumb today. instead on acting on my impulse, i actually SLEPT thru the blardee feeling. gosh. i feel so stoopid. but then again, it could very well have been a wall i'd hit. well, i wun noe now will i??

S'pore finally won something after so many years. was a good clean game, although there were some dumb uncalled for tackles. Congrats Lions!! hopefully we wun haf to wait 8 more yrs for another trophy.

great. i was distracted. now i dunno what i was supposed to say.

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ahz.... yes...

27th jan. 2 more weeks to loneliness. for me. no more bullying(me), no more 5hr sing like mad ktv. not for the next 1 1/2 yrs. okok. it may not be dat bad. i dunno. will haf to see how i adapt. dn again...

I'M SAD!!!!!!!!!!

okok... i'm being over drama.