working in a hospital reali does make u realize how fragile life is sometimes...

took leave to go for EVGRCY camp. dunno y, although this new batch has more potential than the out-going batch, they seem to have a problem with communication & understanding. reali frustrated the instructors. oh well. hopefully they'll improve with time. hopefully.

the junior instructors had to do camp report after that. i tricked one of them into agreeing. heh. one of them sent me liao. very tot provoking. hmmm.

camp meant i missed a few days' papers. when i was looking thru the obituary last night, got a shock of my life, then sadness. one of the patients i had grown quite attached to had passed away, last sunday. was kinda disappted too. she looked like she was slowly recovering both physically & mentally. maybe her body could not take the toll after so long. but it's reali a pity. she was only 30. dunno why, but was reali quite affected by this. well, at least i found out i still had a bit of feelings in me. not as emotionally detached as i originally tot.

another holiday coming, but still need to wk on sat. no more leave left. haiz. oh well. looking fwd to jul, but haf to plan the journey reali carefully.