ladies n gentlemen........

I DID IT.

i managed to get through 2 days w/o a love letter!!!!!!!!!!

okok. mb i cheated abit. i had other pple readjust the needle for me, or i took over once they adjusted, so i counted dat as my own effort. but at least i did try right!! oh well.. i'm still most scared of rolling vein though.... u literally have to anyhow stab in the dark to get the vein. i tried it today. 50% success. one fail, one ok. reali depends on luck. but i still need experience in feeling for veins. sometimes it just amazes me how i can ask for help and suddenly my sup can show me a big bulging juicy vein... wat the heck..

brought my turts to work today. everyone's fascinated. hee. but i thk ey were super traumatized. partly coz the aircon was so power then the water temp dropped so low they literally froze. i tried picking bb sulky up at one pt n panicked when he wasnt moving. pia to toilet to change to warm water. lucky he was ok after dat. my colleague very smart, put the tank on top of monitor to gif them more warmth.. then they super attitude when they came back. dun thk i'm imagining. usu bb sulky play tug of war wif me at dnnr time. today he refuse to eat when i'm ard. until i far far dn he come out to eat. hiyo.... oh well... heh...

applied for leave for CNY yesterday. mb it's reali abit too early... dun even noe they'll wan me after 3 months. yesterday i almost got myself fired. i did a wheelchair case then trying to settle everything dn of all things juz left the needle hanging in the sharps bin!!!!!! dn my colleague saw n pointed out to the monster. dn she glared at me. but surprisingly she nv whacked me yesterday. in fact she was in super good mood. i even helped her calculate wking hrs for 5day wk... mb she is reali quite nice but she made me condemn her too much liao....today she off i had so much fun man... so much confidence... whoa... oh well... mon n tue orientation at gleneagles. hopefully it'll be a whole day sit ere n zzz day... heh...

s'pore idol time!!!

now becoming very lazy liao... tired dn dun even bother to check my mail... let alone blog... haha...

oh well... after dat 'powerful' friday things started looking better... i'm still spending time after lunch everyday to write 'love letters' to the monster under my bed aka my big boss, but now i average 2 a day. still waiting for the day where i can sit down and spend time after lunch doing anything but reports.

think i'm bringing my turts to work on sat... everyone's curious to see if we look alike... haha.... they've more or less become a ritual for any company i join liao...heh...

today's my 1st payday fm mt E. kinda exciting, not used to seeing so much money at one go. honestly i'd prefer getting my pay every 2 weeks... oh well.. dn like suddenly itchy hands feel like buying alot of things liao... oh no... muz control..

today got another person come interview for phlebo job. kinda scary and stressed actuali.... my sup told me frankly they hire n fire all the time.. wahz... dn hor... the monster mad one... early morning i still grouchy dun feel like opening my mouth she comdemn me say nv greet her... nv smile... hallo!! i purposely one can?? u dun deserve my respect hor... dn keep emphasizing on the most trivial things... gosh... i might as well have gone to join some sales job... even the front counter ppl outside say i smile alot more now liao.... duhz...

tired... old liao... watch tv dn go zzz at 10pm....