finally... after a whole week of life without the net.... phew!!! never knew i was that reliant... ha. u learn something new everyday...

had another bbq over last wkend, this time with my jc folks. had a terrible start to the day. got me really pissed off. it ended up pretty ok though, although half the attendees were sick. sick teachers who can't afford to take mc on monday. done with all major gatherings for the year le. heh.

watched chestnuts last week. got me in stitches. a good thing about reading other pple's blogs. my friend was raving about it, so i tried my luck. solid.... i'm definitely watching it again next year. hopefully whoever went with me this year will still go with me next year.... ahem ahem...

been quite a heavy week. still trying to recover.

i suppose emotional baagage stays for a long time after the dust has settled. sometimes it just hits in a way most unimaginable. contrary to assumption, moving on does take a while on my part. i can be pretty stubborn, sometimes in an irrational way, but when all is lost, i have no choice but to pick up the pieces and look forward.

i guess i'm pretty eccentric. i need a fair bit of space, and i guard that fiercely. not many will understand why. honestly, neither do i. guess i'm used to my shell.
gimme some time to poke my head out and recce the surroundings, and get used again...

really appreciating the little pockets of time we have with each other, especially in this hectic week. sleep is of utmost importance at this time, yet it is sacrificed. .... ...

this has been at the back of my head for a few weeks already, although i never say anything.
7 yrs. 7 freakin' yrs.
O. M. G.