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Sunday, June 19, 2005

was actuali planning for a smple short blog but after visiting friendster i juz feel kinda different... so we'll see where this goes. could be a whole lot of random crap.

took a look at some of my friends' profiles, esp those i hafnt seen for the longest time. like one of them said, once a katong ger, alwiz a katong ger.i guess i haf to admit that part is true. those 4 yrs may only haf been a fraction of my life, but they have more or less moulded me into the person i am today. i guess i reali cant imagine myself anywhere else, being a student of any other girls' school. TKGS, i salute u. my tk friends, i miss u.

gosh. this is getting abit out of hand. hmmm... haha.

never realised june was such a good month for having babies. my friendster shows at least 8 frens with bdays in jun. let's see.... 9-10months b4 that would be.... sep?? what's the special occasion man?? funny... oh well...

happy birthday to all my june baby frens!!!

it's been almost a month. i can't bear to make the 1st move again. but knowing the other party, if i were to wait, i'd be dead by then. so how?? pretend nothing haapen n carry on waiting n pray harder to God for a miracle?? could work.... mb i'll try it out. will 17 weeks be a long time, esp for training?? i suppose so... best of luck. i have confidence in u. but pls do not give up on me. u gave up 5 yrs ago. i have yet to recover. it may all be wishful thinking on my part but i'm thinking logically. i hope. i'll be waiting.

which reminds me. it's been a really long time, but i realise i still miss my favourite altarboy. hee. but it's about 2yrs since i last saw him. i wonder how he is now. seems like i've juz gotten myself into another rut. need to climb out reali soon.

my colleagues are wondering if there's anything wrong with me. i dun seem to have a life, i'm not interested in anyone. but i think i'm absolutely fine. i have my turts, i have RCY, i'm having fun having no life n no partner. heh. i know what i want, who i want. it's juz dat i cant get whatever i desire. oh well. praying for miracles, like i said.

oh ya. Happy Father's Day to my dad. it's been 7+yrs now, but i still miss him. i hope to be strong for him, to strive on. live strong.

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