change.... something that is inevitable, anticipated, dreaded... an amazing and powerful word...

i've been experiencing a fair bit of it over the past week. things have been moving, though not always at a comfortable speed. it may not affect me directly, but i feel the impact as well... the reluctance... the web...

my first day as a tech. after 3 long years, i'm back to wearing a lab coat. like someone commented, it does feel funny seeing myself not in uniform. alot to learn, alot to do. alot of expectations. i don't want to disappoint. i hope i don't and won't disappoint.

the awkwardness was definitely there. but i guess there is not much choice but remain professional about the whole situation. make lemonade.

the past... what makes it so memorable?? is it the impression?? the feelings involved?? is that why the remake of transformers is so popular and successful?? leaving the past behind... how many of us can actually leave that part of us like a cockroach leaves behind its exo-skeleton??

respect.. it has to be earned... it is not to be expected.. something i have learned and i totally agree with... time shows... time heals... time erases...

love... the heart...the emotions... little wonder the heart and brain are the most important, and how closely linked they are..

me... how far are you willing to walk with me?? to the end?? or beyond??