feeling a bit out of sorts... i'm not the only one... not sure why though...

is it something i did? something i said?
or something i didn't say or do??

ironically, for someone like me who doesn't talk much (or doesn't like to) i'd rather we communicate by talking than letting things simmer and slowly come to a boil... someone gets scalded in the end.. i don't like the feeling, nor uncertainty... something is wrong, but what??

sometimes i wonder if i'm being too sensitive, reading too much into things, or am i too dense, and i can't catch a hint?? do i push too far, too hard?? or am i not trying hard enough??

ughh.. another shot...