today's actually a pretty normal workday but somehow it just doesn't feel right.... not sure why....
in quite a grumpy & irritable mood... maybe it's the person i was working with for the past 2days... my weakness is i implode... & start to grumble... but i won't do anything else about it... haha... pity the one who's at the receiving end of my rubbish... ;)

forever.... something everyone talks about.. but never really do anything to work towards... does forever mean a comfort zone?? i don't mind forever.... really really... if you don't get bored first.... heh. heh.

which reminds me... someone's been telling me i'm very predictable... we can be in different places at that certain time but that person can still more or less guess what i'm doing... oops. hmmm. maybe i should change my style a little. but then again, humans are habitual. so by default, i'll just say something about changing then i'll habitually heck care.... haha..

minor glitch to my plans... damn... argh!!!!!!!!!! i could have chosen the alternative, but that's as good as suicide. not like i've not been committing suicide lately... but this will mean instant death.... the wait is gnawing... keep whatever i can cross crossed....

something happened. got me thinking. how many people actually respect another's choice and not show any resentment or ill feeling towards it?? who went over the line??

funny i'm actually spelling all my words out... my first entry in proper english i think... haha... PROPER ENGLISH!!!!