finally, the long week is over. it was very hectic, though not for me. now that life is more or less back to normal, hopefully everything'll iron itself out somehow.

watched 'happy birthday' yesterday. a pretty average movie, though i wasn't exactly bored by it. however, to watch it with someone whose mind wasn't in it.... the distance sucked, small as it may be. knowing that i was actually not the preferred choice of company for the day.... well well... what could i say??

we had something weighing on our minds. it could be the same issue, it could be something totally different. however, i guess it didn't make for a very good evening out, though we tried not to show it.

not sure if it's just pms, or reality check's kicking in. basically, it hurts. it hurts when u insist u're fine when obviously i know what's troubling u. it hurts when u push me away, though unintentionally. it hurts when i miss u, yet there's nothing i can do about it.

honestly, it's a tricky situation. no matter what, just hope everything will turn out ok...

feeling abit off... could be falling sick...

need sometime to myself... retreat into my shell and hibernate....