as much as i want to be and try to be understanding, i can't help but feel disappointment whenever i think of what went down the drain. blessing in disguise? too little too late?? depends on which stand one takes. bus stand... taxi stand... haiz..

ok. not funny. i'm trying to cheer myself up. i'm at a loss, actually. do i cancel my leave?? carry on with it and do nothing?? or postpone it indefinitely?? arghh...

i'm sorry. i know i'm not the only one affected. i have no idea why i'm taking it so hard too..

... ... ... i seem to be repeating myself. i realize that...

i honestly have no idea what i'm trying to say... just that...