saw cady on my way to ECP yesterday. was really surprised. got a short lift, so saved me 20min of walking. heh. talked abit, promised to meet up. hope it happens.

spent a few hrs at ECP with the kids. basically juz sat around n jaga bag while they went enjoy themselves. so typical of them to juz take everything for granted. but did manage to spend some time on the breakwater, taking in the sea breeze. the feeling i get away from n facing the sea is really different. the waves, the breeze, the sky... it completely takes me away. of course, as usual, funny thoughts started straying in.

the calls at night were pretty shocking to a certain extent. i did expect such information, though hearing it from the horse's mouth made all the difference.

the dream i had was.... surprising. i guess it's true. what u think about before bed carries over into ur dreams. but i know for a fact it will not happen. not again. i can almost certainly eradicate the phrase "never say never" although i'm secretly still hoping for an impossible miracle. it's already a minor victory for me when we started communicating again. memories are good enough i guess.

Have I told You lately that I Love You
Have I told You there's no one else above You
You fill my heart with gladness
take away my sadness
ease my troubles
that's what You do.

memories...