hmmm... feeling weird... got the feeling i missed out paying for something but still can't figure it out... oh well...

sometimes it's really very frustrating at work.. the patients, the colleagues, the feelings....
i got pissed off today. not sure whose fault it was. better not to point fingers i guess. but things got so bad i started trying to drown my anger by drinkning. downed 2 cups of water at one go. felt really bloated but could feel the anger going away as well. at least it helped.

i'm really quite fascinated by one of the MTs. can't help paying attention to her. not that anything's wrong with either of us(i hope) but juz that she looks pretty & demure & the kind guys would love to bring home to mama. except her partner's not a real guy, but someone who's trying. get my drift??

had a cute ang moh patient towards closing time. he was due for STD screen which included doing a swab in his urethra. i was trying to keep a straight face and not get embarrassed while explaining to him how to do it. he was like "oh my goodness it'll hurt" kinda expression. anyway he did it and when he was passing me the swabs he said "it does hurt quite abit in case u wanted to know." gosh. heh. cute ehz?

roster's out for next month. i'll be going back to terrorising the nursing staff & patients in the super busy block. not sure if it's exactly a good thing. it'll definitely mean more complaints again i guess. oh well. things happen. hopefully i'll really make use of the time & start living a healthy lifestyle like going swimming after work, & the occasional jog. if i can make it. ha.

juz an update. that SIM ger has left. in fact her last day was 3wks ago, juz that i was too caught up being jiwang to remember to include it in my blog. she's going back to school. i wish i can go back to school.