anomaly: a deviation from the common rule, type, arrangement, or form.

alacrity: cheerful readiness, promptness, or willingness: We accepted the invitation with alacrity.


21st November.

a day of happiness, a day of grief.

another friend got married. bb sulky finally sccumbed.

why am i never present to say the final goodbye?? why is it i can only come home to a stiff, and to clear the tank?? why do my turtles have to suffer and die??

now i'm left with one.

past few days have been confusing, to say the least. totally de-moralising.

am i really not good enough??

i'm scared.