the feeling of emptiness is now more evident than before.... why ask for sometthing but reciprocate half-heartedly?? that hurts more than anything else..

damnit damnit DAMNIT!!!! ughhhhhhh.................................................


i need more than a cold shower. i need a slap. i need a real solid hug.
i need.... i need....

i need to stop venting my frustrations at this place.

i need?? i want??