Crossroads?? Tell me about it. Now that it seems too late to resolve the situation once again.... y do i loathe myself so much?? y did i do what i did to push that someone away?? y can't we just freakin' sit down and talk and communicate like normal pple do??

suddenly i'm so afraid.... i feel like a small kid all over again... i hate myself.... i absolutely hate the way i handle things... i hate everything....i wanna go home and hide in a corner and cry... i wanna just let go..... i don't want to pretend i'm ok anymore....


have i told u lately that i love u
have i told u there's no one else above u
u fill my heart with gladness
take away my sadness
ease my troubles that's what u do


same song.... different feelings... same shit...

what can i do to make u love me??
what can i do to make u care??


tell me. what can i do???