it's reali abit hard to get on without monster.. he alwiz seemed to be the oni one who bothered to look at me or pay me any attention... the other 2?? too bz digging n hiding under their comfort toys.. i'm sorry monster. i'm sorry i couldnt give u a bigger space or friendlier flatmates or better, healthier conditions. i'm sorry i neglected to ensure u fully recovered before putting u back in, instead of hoping u'd do well enuff wif the rest.

when i saw him, he was almost dried out. i quickly put him back into the water but he kept trying to go back up on the log. his shell was bloody. he looked weak. yet all i did was to isolate him n put in medicine. did i overdose him?? did i drown him?? did i kill him?? i'll never noe.. but when i held his stiff body 60mins after i reached home, i was thinking: this mb good for you, your suffering has come to an end. as much as i couldnt bear to let u leave...

my memories of monster: when he was stil so small when i first brought him home.. when i bot Baby to keep him company.. how naughty he was when he kept bullying Baby..snatching all the food there is.. when i found Baby dead how i suspected monster did it.. when i bot the 2 newbies... he looked so much like a big brother... how he was bullied by bb sulky... how he liked me to scratch his shell.. when he became very sick but survived.. until yesterday...

sleep well, monster.. u will be bullied no more.. be happy..