heard of murphy's law?? wat u thk n wish wun happen does??
well.... it happened to me. today.

I. FREAKING. SCREWED. UP. MY. $@f%q^ BLARDEE. INTERVIEW.

nice.... freak... realise i'm alwiz worse than a deer caught in headlights in important situations. watever can screw up WILL screw up... wasn't expecting stoopid questions like wat i had for breakfast... kaoz.... the face i had, the expression on the interviewer's face... i'm history...

saw florence at BDC.... we were so cordial towards each other... honestly, i reali never tot of sticking a knife thru her back even if she were to get the job. at least i lost to someone wif experience. blame meself for wanting to stay in the company doing totally irrelevant stuff.. *&@$#

lost 540ml of plasma today... feeling freaking thirsty now.. my Hb level's low again.... i need iron...

oh... back to the interview... w/o going too much into details it was reali bad. reali. but surprisingly i dun exactly feel upset. mb i'm resigned to not getting the job?? but there'll go my dreams... my studies... my car... kaoz... can't even afford a bicycle liao... sianz... i need some motivation in life...

the one sms or call i was hoping to receive never came... even now, 11+ hrs after the interview... mb u're bz... mb... guess i'm back to being the loner... except now i haf my naughty babies for company...

haf fun... nitez..