bad start to a freaking day.......

woke up n found monster on the log... checked an hour later he was stil ere... held him up.. he felt alot lighter n softer.... put him back into the water n tried to tease him into showing me he's ok.... at least he looked that way before i left the house.....

finally watched shrek 2.... was farnie but wasn't as entertaining as part 1... dunno why but super bad mood today.... mE too.... both more interested in ourselves than in the other person... things got kinda bad.....

reached home found monster on his shell gasping for air...... quickly turned him over dn isolated him.... he looks like he shrunk... stil hasn't eaten the single worm i dropped in... he looks unstable n critical.... very weak... keeps twitching n occasionally gasping... reali worried... monster..... pls survive...... wif ur willpower....

is honesty reali the best policy?? do i haf to sugarcoat things before saying them?? then wat's the use of being honest in the first place??

watever..... i'm too pissed n worried to think of such things....

monster........